Five year ago (Blog)

To be exact, September 20, 2019 is my first contact with Miss Mercy via email. I had read her ad and had to respond. I only just found that email again. A blast from the past. Read below.

Good afternoon Mistress Mercy,

I would very much like to make an appointment with you.

I am a very submissive man.

I am very interested in Femdom, I love being dominated.

I have had a permanent address with a lady near Arnhem for several years, initially mainly spanking but later growing into a much broader relationship. Due to sad circumstances, this has unfortunately come to an end.

I am now looking for a dominant woman who I can go to regularly.

In that search I have already encountered some disappointments.

Your advertisement appeals to me very much and is nicely close to me.

I like not having any say in what game the dominant wants to play with me.

I have had a deep desire to serve women and suffer for their pain since puberty. My pain threshold may not be that high, but I do like it when my dominant builds it up slowly. But still, in my previous experiences with e.g. the cane, I have been able to enjoy the intense pain and the beautiful marks it leaves behind.

Furthermore, I have a broad interest in BDSM and things I would like to undergo. Humiliation is one of them, but then again not very bad verbal humiliation, I then crawl into my shell and am very insecure. For example, I would really like to experience a "Golden Shower" again, never had one and I also don't know if drinking the urine gives the sensation that I have in my fantasies, but it seems great and a very great honor. For the rest, I can't imagine any physical humiliation that I wouldn't want to perform or find exciting. I also find a slightly erotic game of tease and denial game the end.

There are a few things that I would rather not want, I am not a fan of medical games or sounds in my urethra. As I said, I find it a great honor to be allowed to serve a woman and to carry out orders, scrubbing the floor or licking the toilet clean, doing the shopping or massaging your feet, back etc. undergoing a heavy punishment or shopping with you and holding your bags. I would like to leave it to your imagination.

Mistress Mercy, I hope I can make an appointment with you soon, I am a man of 60, a bit overweight but not a gray mouse. For me, in the BDSM world everything revolves around trust and respect and reading your advertisement I think for you too.

Sincerely, ferdinand.